Monday, July 8, 2013

Auschwitz part 1...

 The beauty of this day was in direct contrast to the horror of the place, the place which, according to our guide, became the most important site where people were murdered during the Holocaust. I am forever changed by our visit here. What I saw was upsetting, and it is just as diffficult trying to put the experience in words. I have included a lot of details, many of which are sickening and hard to believe, but it's part of the remembering....

    The Arbeit Macht Frei (work will make you free) slogan at the entrance to Auschwitz, was actually first used in Dachau, which was also the first "work" camp. Our guide told us that prisoners returning to the camp after a day's work, would be greeted by an orchestra, of all things. This further demonstrated the bizarre efficiency with which the Germans operated their camps. As the sign beneath the picture says, the orchestra played marches to ensure the prisoners kept pace, while also making them easier to count as they reentered the camp. Often times, they returned carrying the bodies of others who didn't survive the day's work, but their bodies still had to be accounted for, even though they were burned, not buried.

   Before the war, Auschwitz was actually a Polish army base, so the Germans were only too happy to take over an existing facility, rather than build a new one to accommodate the overflow of prisoners from Dachau. In December of 1940, prisoners began working here, building infrastructure in and around the camp, which tripled its population from 5,000 -15,000 prisoners in 1941, and 20,000 by 1944. (It took3 years to finish all the barracks here.) Auschwitz was only supposed to house Polish political prisoners, but by 1942, it became the destination for Jews from all over Europe.
   "I remember getting off the train and the doors opened up to a beautiful, sunny day. People were standing together, and the soldiers told us to leave bags and suitcases on the ground. Prisoners who were already there were told to take luggage of new arrivals. Then they began the selection. Men and older boys were separated from women and children, because they needed to decide who could work. A doctor decided who would live and who would die. Women and children, the sick and the elderly, were sent immediately to the gas chambers."
This picture brought tears to my eyes, as you might see the 3 little boys in the front, holding hands, "on the way to death," as the caption reads...

 This part of the tour was the most difficult. We were taken to the display of cylinders which contained Zyklon b pellets which were dropped into the gas chamber. It took anywhere from 1-5 minutes before people died from the hydrogen cyanide released by the pellets, so again, to ensure efficiency, guards usually waited 20 minutes before opening the chamber, just to make sure no one survived.
    Zyklon b was not manufactured for killing people, but was intended to delouse prisoners and/or kill small rodents. Rudolph Hoss, the commandant at Auschwitz, was actually away from the camp when zyklon b was first used there. He was actually visiting other camps to see how he could make the killing process more effective, and while he was away, it was his deputy who experimented with the zyklon b in September of 1941. Hess was very proud of him and his findings when he got back to Auschwitz.........makes me sick....
   Even as I write, it makes my eyes water when I remember the building which housed the hair....the hair left behind from women who were shaved then executed in the gas chambers. Nothing could have prepared me for this. It took my breath away, and my stomach wretched when I saw the entire glassed in "display" of women's hair--piles and piles. There are no words to describe the sadness I felt--as a female...as a mother...as a human being. Who could ever think of something so degrading and inhumane, especially considering the fact that the women's hair was used for commercial products, such as the manufacture of socks and gloves. (Women were also murdered because it would help reduce the chance of contaminating the Aryan race.) I still cannot get the image of this room out of my head.
 In these pictures that follow are items, or "evidence," of crimes committed. It's heartbreaking when you see all these things, from the medical aids, to the suitcases, some of which still bear the names of the victims, to the 2 glassed in walls of shoes, to the thousands of pairs of eyeglass from nameless victims...
  
As I  look out the window of the last building we visit, I am amazed by the present beauty of the surroundings of the horrible place where so much innocence was lost.....


Auschwitz part 2 and Birkenau


The view from the watch tower at Birkenau.
     Prisoner 71572...that was Bill Glied.  He was one of as many as 400 prisoners kept in one of 300 barracks that does not meet modern day standards for keeping poultry on a farm. Luckily, Bill's stay at Birkenau (one of forty "satellite" camps of Auschwitz) was only for three weeks. 
     Bill was known by a number, but he was not tattooed. He said the only reason for tattooing prisoners there was so that corpses could be identified after they were removed from the gas chambers; people destined for work camps did not receive a tattoo. It is no wonder that 800 people attempted to escape the horror of Auschwitz, but only 200 were successful. 

Prisoners' lavatory from 41-45.Prisoners could only go to the washroom twice a day--morning and evening.

Shows the reconstructed interior of a brick barracks at Birkenau. As many as 5 people slept on each level.
As the sign explains, there were "special" cells where prisoners were sent to die of starvation, or suffocation. In addition, there were "standing cells," where prisoners were forced to stand all night, several nights at a time, then work the next day.
This shows a "standing cell"--prisoners were confined there, as many as 4 at a time.

 These 2 pictures show the outside and inside of the gas chamber at Auschwitz. Not far from this site, Rudolf Hoss, first commandant of Auschwitz, was hanged on April 16, 1947.

    Birkenau was much smaller than Auschwitz, set up mainly to house political prisoners. Bill vividly remembers his arrival here.
    "I remember jumping off the train on a beautiful day when the sun was shining. We were immediately separated by the guards. My mom and 8 year old sister went one way, and my dad and I went the other. I hung onto my dad's hand until a soldier yelled at me that I was not allowed to do that."
    Bill was emphatic about how quickly the Nazis worked to separate people once they got off the trains, so that there was no time for emotion.
   "I remember that everything was done with tremendous speed," Bill said. "It was a busy scene, but there was not much noise..a baby crying, maybe, but nothing else. There were no hugs or kisses...no goodbyes. The speed was intentional-- people had no time to think. Other prisoners at Birkenau were dressed in pajamas, telling the new arrivals they were going to get showers. People were actually excited about this at first, they were happy to get moving. But the sick and elderly didn't make it that far--they were directed behind the boxcars where they were shot. Again, this was the Nazis' way of avoiding panic amongst the other prisoners."
The pebbles placed on this boxcar are placed by visitors to the site, in memory of all the victims at Birkenau.
    I was disappointed to see the sign "Canada" at these camps. Several hundred people, many of whom were prisoners, worked here. This was where prisoners were removed of any valuables, including jewellery, or gold fillings, which soldiers said represented the wealth and prosperity people associated with Canada at the time. 
   "I was told to undress when I got here," Bill quietly explained. They cut all our hair, all our body hair. We were then herded by men in pajamas to the shower room, then pushed out into the open to tables piled high with blue and grey pants, jackets and wooden shoes. We were given one of each. It was the only clothing we had because we weren't allowed to bring luggage here--there was no room." 
   From here, Bill and the others were taken to a barracks, but there was no room.             
    "On the first night, we were forced to stay in the toilet until the next day. Then when we moved into the barracks, we were forced to sit with our backs against the wall, legs outstretched, so that one person would sit in front of the other in the same way. This was so they could get the maximum number of people in a small space." 
     It wasn't until he got back to the barracks that Bill learned the fate of his mother and sister.
    "I saw a cleaner and asked him where I was. He said, 'You're in Poland.' I asked him where my mom and sister were. He pointed to the building with the smoke coming from the chimney with a horrible smell." 
    Bill paused at this point.
   "I never got to say goodbye to my mom, or my sister. But when I told my dad what I heard, he told me not to believe it, that it wasn't true.....and I didn't know it to be true until I was freed from Dachau."

    The day we visited Birkenau, we were warmed by the sunshine and surrounded by green grass, but in 1944, Bill doesn't remember a blade of green grass anywhere.
     "We wore prison issued wooden shoes on our feet, and they always used to sink in the mud. We would run in order to get to the washrooms, or make it to roll call, but we would often have to stop to pull our shoes out of the mud."
     For me, this put a whole new perspective on the decorative wooden shoes we see in Holland.....
     Bill stayed in the camp for 3 weeks, but did not work. 
     "The guards here wanted to ensure that there was no disease among the people. It was extremely crowded, and there was no opportunity to lie down, but you could sit and sleep. We had breakfasts of coffee and bread, with soup in the evening. If the person giving out the soup liked you, he would scrape the bottom of the pot and give you a few vegetables with the broth."
    After 3 weeks at Birkenau, Bill, his dad, and his uncle were marched out to a cattle car to begin their trip to Dachau, where they would remain until the end of the war.
    "Again we were taken to showers.  We were told to undress and were given fresh uniforms...a shirt, a pair of pants (no underwear), a round hat, a jacket, and two pieces of cloth, which we could use as a sock. Then we lined up in front of desks where other prisoners sat. We were given numbers, and asked detailed questions such as our mother's maiden name, our eye color, hair color, last address. I didn't understand why they wanted this information...we were there under the idea of murder by work, you worked until you died." (our guide told us these records from Dachau are now available.)
     From Dachau, Bill traveled about 40 km to a large area surrounded by double barbed wire, electrified fence and guard towers. Inside, he said, were large military tents. People who couldn't fit inside the tents slept outside. 
     "After a few days," Bill explained, "we were instructed to build barracks. From here, we were moved to another area where we were told to build an underground factory for production of war materials. They were built for Messerschmitt and BMW." 
     Prisoners were woken at 4:30 every morning. 
     "We marched out to the job site, which took an hour each way, then we worked 12 hours. The road to the site went right through the village, and sometimes we were forced to sing Nazi songs. Imagine, 3,000 prisoners marching through the village singing these songs. It was absurd."
    Bill explained that they had to dig into a nearby mountain to get gravel in order to make concrete for the factory. People would use a pick axe to get the gravel, then climb 80-90 steps to get the gravel out....4 people shoveled it onto first step, then 2 people shoveled onto the next step, and so on. 
     "You could not stop. If the capo could see you weren't working, he hit you until you fell down, then put you back into line. We did this for 12 hours a day." 
      Bill continued to explain that they had to add the gravel to the cement which arrived in boxcars.    
     "50 kg bags of cement were carried to me. I had the "easy" job of splitting the bag open and pouring it into the funnel where they added the gravel. They brought me 300 bags per 12 hour shift, 6 days a week." 
      There aren't many boys of 13 1/2 that I know who could keep up with this kind of schedule....

      In March,1945, food rations changed.
     "We went from having 4 people sharing a loaf of bread to 12 people per loaf. Then there was the crucial decision about what to do with your slice of bread....save it or eat up. In this camp, nobody was your friend...everyone was out for one thing...to eat. The soup we had here, unlike Birkenau, was made of potato peels. There was a large German military camp nearby, so they brought the peelings to the camp." 
    In the middle of April, 1945, Bill's dad got typhoid fever. 
    "To see your dad suffering is a horrible thing. Dysentery was also rampant. I didn't know if I should give him water or not. It's awful when there is no one to hold your hand to tell you what to do. I couldn't do anything to help my dad." 
      Every second Sunday, Bill explained the selection process at this camp.
     "We had to do the "chair test." Every prisoner was called forward and had to be jump onto the seat of the chair. Those who couldn't, were separated and sent to "sick camp," camp #4." 
      Bill's father had developed typhoid fever and couldn't do the chair test.  Sadly, only 9 days before liberation, Bill's dad died from typhoid fever. He is buried in a mass grave.             
    "There was complete indifference or apathy on the part of the soldiers when it came to burying bodies, so I never went there (where my dad was buried)--I couldn't do it." 
     A few days later, Bill heard an announcement from the speakers saying that the camp would be burned. 
    "Those who could walk could get on the coal train to be taken somewhere safe. We were liberated on the afternoon of April 29, 1945, but there was still a final roll call of prisoners that morning. 32,000 people still remained in Dachau." 
     Without any family beside him, Bill remained in hospital with typhoid fever until June of 1945. 
    I am continually amazed by this man's courage and strength, both physical and mental. He truly is an inspiration, and I am privileged to have been able to hear his story. 

Saturday, July 6, 2013

A special lady

When I remember my two grandmothers, I remember their kindness, their sense of humor, and of course, their fine, snow white hair. The lady in this picture has many "grandmotherly" similarities to both of them. Her name is Edeltrud (aydul-trood) Posiles (posey-less),  a lady of 96 years with an incredible story. 
We were fortunate enough to be able to meet her at a home for Jewish senior citizens. Edeltrud is not Jewish, but because of her extraordinary courage and act of selflessness, she was invited by the Jewish community to live in this beautiful facility as their guest. 

Edeltrud is a member of the Righteous Among the Nations, a designation given to those who saved Jewish people from the Holocaust, and whose names are engraved by Israel on a Wall of Honor in Jerusalem's Garden of the Righteous. Edeltrud was one of 88 Austrians given this title, and is now the last living Righteous member in all of Austria.

She began her story as she flashed back to1942, when a knock on her door changed her life forever. Edeltrud expected to find Gestapo police on the other side, but instead she opened the door to her future fiancĂ©, Walter, and his two brothers, Hans and Ludwig. They had fled Prague in 1938 after the German annexation of Austria, but returned in 1942 when Hitler's men had taken over that city too. 

The three brothers were told they were being deported to a concentration camp, so they faked their own suicide letters to make the authorities think they were dead. They then took a train back to Vienna into the centre of Hitler's chaos, but they were fortunate enough to be taken in by Edeltrud. One of the many  challenges she faced in doing this was feeding the 3 extra mouths! She decided to make counterfeit food ration cards so they could get enough food for everyone! 

Lucky for the Posiles brothers, Edeltrud was no bystander, even though the punishment for what she did was death, had she been caught. Through a German translator in the group, we learned that Edeltrud did not hesitate to take the three brothers in. She said she just did what was right, and that she would do it all over again if she had to. 

Walter survived and he eventually married Edeltrud, and Hans, the oldest brother, did manage to elude the Nazis, but was killed by a Russian bomb explosion in the last days of the war. Fortunately, Walter's other brother, Ludwig, did survive until the end of the war.

Meeting Edeltrud was truly an honor and a privilege. Even through the language barrier, we could see her story in her eyes, as well as her words. She recounted with a devilish grin and smiling eyes the times they outwitted the Nazis and maintained the brothers' "cover," but she had tears in her eyes when we stood and applauded her story and thanked her for sharing it with us. For me, the sadness of her story lies in the fact that she and Walter did eventually divorce, leaving no children to carry on her legacy.

Holding Edeltrud's hand in the picture and sitting beside her reminded me of visiting with my own grandmothers.  Her warmth, kindness, courage, and compassion are truly special gifts of her humanity. Her story reminds us that people are inherently good, and that we all have choices in our lives. It's how we make those choices that defines us as the type of human being we want to be.

Reflections

     I was 13 1/2 in 1983. On April 6th of that year, I was at the dentist getting braces and then at the eye doctor getting my glasses. A traumatic experience at that age, at least in my sheltered, fortunate teenage life. When Bill Glied was 13 1/2, he was getting off the train in Auschwitz with his mother, father, and younger sister. How could I ever truly understand what the life of a Holocaust survivor is like, when my greatest teenage trauma centred around two things basically aimed at improving my life? Bill Glied's experience is an example of what happens when human beings lose their humanity...
   Bill was born in Yugoslavia, close to the Hungarian border, where his parents had a flour mill and grew hops. He said he attended public school in the morning and Jewish school in the afternoon.
    "All was good," he said, "until the spring of 1941, when Hungary allowed the German army to cross their border. I even watched the "mighty army," thinking how amazing they were in their uniforms. A few weeks later though, my father was forced to give up the flour mill, and I was forced to switch from learning the Serbian language to Hungarian at school."
     "The first few months were fine," he said. "We had about 50 kids in class, 4 of whom were Jewish, but we were eventually told by the teacher to sit at the back of the class. I didn't know why, but from that moment on, my life changed. All of a sudden I was a dirty Jew, who was no longer any good at soccer, the game I loved as a goalie. My family life changed also--our telephone was disconnected, and our radio had to be turned in to the post office. Then there was another new order saying Jews could not go to the movies on Sunday afternoon--I loved the movies."
    Other orders came down from the government saying that Jewish people had to walk on the middle of the road, not the sidewalk. When they did, no one did, or said anything about it. 
   "All of a sudden you were a different person. Also, we were only allowed to go the market after 4 in the afternoon, so basically we had to buy whatever was leftover, and in 1943, we received an order that we had to wear a large yellow star wherever we went, again to make us different."
   In 1944,  600,000 Jewish men, women, and children were deported in 59 days. Of those, 150,000 survived...others were primarily killed in Auschwitz. It was at this time that Bill's father told his family they were leaving town to be "resettled" in the east. 
    "Dad told us not to worry, but that we had to leave the next day and all we could take was what we could carry under our arm. We left our house, doors open, with everything we owned still inside. We walked to the centre of town, assembled in front of city hall, and 3,000 of us marched to the railway station. Both sides of the street were filled with people, watching in silence as we left."
      When they got to the railway station, he described the long line of boxcars, the German officers, and the Hungarian gendarmes with rooster feathers in their caps. He says the soldiers forced them into boxcars containing as many as 90 people,  most of whom were forced to stand, and with no washroom facilities. 
      Bill's family was in the boxcar for 2 days and 2 nights. On the 3rd morning, the doors opened to the platform at Auschwitz.....

    Bill is telling us little pieces of his story as we travel from place to place every day, so he wants to continue his story tomorrow. Speaking with him on the bus today, however, there seemed to be a real sadness in his eyes as he talked briefly about his arrival at Auschwitz. Many people, I'm sure, would rather forget such horrifying memories of a lost childhood, but Bill told me today that, as difficult as this trip is for him, he does it because he's afraid people will forget about the Holocaust. Imagine, this man of 83, taking on such a responsibility...now I will never forget Bill, let alone the Holocaust, and neither will my students.....

Thursday, July 4, 2013

Mauthausen

Built in 1938, Mauthausen was part of a system that included 40 sub camps. Carpenters in the local village were only too happy to have been hired by the Nazis to build the first buildings here. The Nazis bought the property at Mauthausen because of the valuable quarry that existed there. The first prisoners arrived here by train from Dachau. The 300 prisoners were forced to march through the town to get to the camp, where they continued the construction that the carpenters had started. The picture below shows prisoners who were forced to carry stones, sometimes as heavy as 60 pounds, up the stairs from the quarry to help build the rest of the camp.
This picture shows just how high a path the prisoners traveled while carrying stone from the quarry.This shows the very narrow stairs prisoners climbed while carrying stone from the quarry to the top of the hill. Once they got to the top of the  stairs, they continued on a rocky gravel road. 
At the entry to Mauthausen, we saw remnants of the soccer field where the team of SS soldiers played their home games. They played these games as members of the regular Austrian soccer league, with the last game played in March,1945. (You can even see the SS letters on their shirts, and in the  background behind the team, you can see the buildings which housed 10,000 prisoners in the "sick camp" buildings, which represented half of the population of prisoners at the whole camp. The insanity of this whole thing is that the games went on with local fans sitting in seats on one side, while the prisoners watched from behind the fence on the other side.
Directors of the camp said there were only two types of people....those who can work and those who must die. The first 6 days after liberation, 3000 people died. A graveyard was set up in the area where the "sick camp" was located, and the bodies remained buried here until 1955 when the bodies were exhumed and relocated to a graveyard set up in an area at the back of the camp. These were the graves for the people who could not be identified.
   The picture below shows the roll call area at Mauthausen--900 feet of pavement, where, twice a day, prisoners would line up in their prison issued wooden shoes and striped prison clothing, to have their numbers called. This was a process that should have taken no longer than 30 minutes, but often times would take up to two hours, almost as a form of torture for the prisoners.  In addition, these roll calls were mostly led by other prisoner "functionaries," or capos.
    Strangely enough, the crematorium at Mauthausen was located in the basement of the hospital barracks, and it was a doctor who decided to have the gas chamber installed. The doctor saw this as part of his job, seeing as Hitler said the doctors were the most important people, because they were "designated specialists for the reason of health;" therefore, doctors were buying into the ideology that they weren't killing people, but in fact, they believed they were eliminating people who were dangerous to the health of others.... This was a very difficult stop today, and it is hard to reconcile how human beings can commit such inhuman acts against others....




Castle Hartheim and the euthanasia program


It took the Germans only 4 weeks to turn the castle from a "care" facility run by Catholic nuns with 190 children, into a killing facility. There were no survivors or liberations from Hartheim. (In the picture, the smoke coming from the chimney is coming from the crematorium. Villagers were told the smoke and the smell was coming from oil being refined in the castle!)
   In four short years, from 1940-44, 30,000 people, 18,000 children and adults with disabilities, as well as 12,000 people from the concentration camps of Dachau and Mauthausen, were killed here. The children and adults came from "care facilities" all over Austria, with 3,000 coming from the care facility in Vienna alone. People arrived by busses, eventually known as "death busses," with black curtains blocking out the windows, so the local villagers could not see who was on the busses, or how many people were on the busses. It also prevented them from seeing that the busses were empty when they left the castle.  (These same busses were used for leisure trips by some of the 70 employees at Hartheim; however, they travelled with the curtains open. The employees were paid extra to work outside their home villages, and they were also paid extra to keep quiet about their work.)
     A total of 40 doctors in Berlin were charged with "choosing" the people who would go to Castle Hartheim. Three doctors at a time would discuss the fate of each adult or child. They used a system of pluses and minuses to choose who would live and who would die...3 minus signs meant you would live, 3 pluses meant you would die, and there had to be consensus either way. The doctors deemed these individuals "useless," and wrote this information on the medical forms they filled out. In making their decisions, doctors also considered the numbers of visitors people had...people who would miss them if they disappeared. 
    Death certificates were falsified, and doctors would actually choose each individual's cause of death at the time of their arrival at Hartheim, after each person was examined by the doctors. The date of death and eventual letters of condolences to the families were carefully coordinated, and sent at reasonable intervals. 
     One of the doctors involved at Hartheim, Dr. Rudolf Lonauer, committed suicide with his wife and two daughters. Another doctor, Dr. George Renno, was not sent to court until 1970, 26 years after the closure of Castle Hartheim. Dr. Renno claimed he was too sick to continue at trial, so his case was dismissed. Oddly enough, he managed to live for another 27 years and died in 1997. 
     The youngest victim at Hartheim was a 5 year old girl, and the oldest was just over 80. We were told about Theresia Kara who was only 12, and brought to Hartheim because of her epilepsy. Ironically,  a cousin of Hitler's was killed here...she was schizophrenic. 
    The picture below shows some of the belongings found buried in the grounds of the castle.

  

After the war ended, the castle was turned into an apartment building until 1999. The memorial was not opened until 2003.


The Nameless Library

    Visited the "nameless library" yesterday. What an amazing reminder and commemoration of the 65,000 Jewish people in Austria who were killed during the Holocaust. The square shaped concrete memorial stands in front of the Jewish museum of Vienna. The white concrete square-shaped memorial consists of "concrete books" that are "shelved" with the spines of the books hidden from view, representing the "stories" of the victims that will never be told, therefore, the titles remain nameless. Along the base of the memorial are the names of all the concentration camps where people had lost their lives. Also striking about the simplistic, but thoughtful design of the memorial are the doors to this "nameless library." The doors have no handles or knobs, another reminder of the fact that people can never "enter," and that these stories are gone forever. Very sad and striking when you truly think about the inhumanity of what happened. 
     We continued our day with a walking tour of the beautiful modern city of Vienna, and capped off our night with a traditional Viennese supper and mental preparation for Castle Hartheim today. This is no castle of princes and princesses, but rather the headquarters for Hitler's "euthanasia" program, where as many as 30,000 people were killed, mostly those who were mentally or physically challenged.  This will be followed by a trip to the first death camp on the tour at Mauthausen (mat-how-zen). Starting to feel a little overwhelmed.